This is one of those tunes where the vocals are just spot on and in this case they are from the movie Trainspotting with Ewan McGregor. It’s called Choose Life and is done by the PF Project. The track is done by a friend of mine, back in the day, and still to this day [...]

I sometime think or acctually, quite offen that people suffer from some sort of disorder, in this case it’s a form of Prehistoric Monster Syndrome everyday of the week. It’s like they have something against everything that they either have to do or told to do. It is besides a bit annoying also a little bit [...]

This morning i went as far as putting together and published a personal ad or in swedish Kontaktannons. You might ask yourself why and all sorts of things, but the truth is that i am a bit bored being single and not finding someone to love as much as i love riding my bike. I [...]

As many of the people who read this blog, knows that i’m a bit of a cycling nerd. Some also know that cycling is also one of the best ways to train while you enjoy stunning scenery and open roads. However, my start-up this year hasn’t turned out the way i like it to. A week [...]

It’s fairly old, but still as good as it was the first time i heard it. The track is so simple but so effective and just wonderful. Listen to it, very loud !! Queens of the Stone Age - No One Knows (Video version) Queens of the Stone Age - No One Knows (Live on Jools Holland) Lyrics [...]

Described by some as the best party track ever and by others as the worst thing ever made. However it is a good funky track that makes you want to dance and it was immortalised by the movie Madagascar. Here is the original and the Madagascar version : Reel 2 Real - I Like To Move It Madagascar [...]

14 years ago there was a time in my life that i just couldn’t resist the pressure invoked by this track that i still love to this day. It’s a very hard track from 1994 and it’s still one of the best Hardcore track ever produced, at least according to me. It’s featured on the [...]

All tracks are in no particular order, just tracks that are good, at least according to me. Sia - The Girl You Lost To Cocaine Sia - Breathe me Nic Chagall - What you need Young Parisians - Jump the next Train Ernesto vs. Bastian - Dark side of the moon (Dogzilla’s Dark Dub) Ame - Rej (Wally Lopez Remix) Monkey Bars [...]

One of this years biggest tunes is a track called “The girl you lost to cocaine” by SIA and really like it a lot. I found these two videos on Youtube and you can really hear the diversity from the arrangement between them two. Below are also the lyrics inserted, for those who like to [...]

Sometimes there are tracks that you just fall in love with or they struck a cord that makes you so emotionally disturbed that you start to cry or just want to die. When i listen to Clint Mansell’s track “Together, we will live forever” from the movie The Fountain, i got those previously mentioned emotions. It’s [...]

All tracks are in no particular order, just tracks that are good, at least according to me. Neuroticfish - Waving Hands Adam Beyer - China Girl Tocadisco - Morumbi (Original Mix) Paolo Mojo - Paris (King Unique Remix) Future Sound Of London - Cascade Dj Optimus - My Love (Bastards of Funk Deep Remix) Tilt - Places (Luna Vocal) Underworld - Beautiful Burnout Sono [...]

Here is a list of movies that you can cry to, without making an ass out of yourself in front of any girlfriend or boyfriend. Your company will most likely cry as well. If not, then they are most likely incapable of having emotions and you shouldn’t hang around for too long. The list (In no [...]

I haven been really writing anything really important in my so called blog for some time now. I guess i have had my mind in other places and just lost track of time. I guess i have been lost in my own mind enclosed and surrounded by music, music that make me feel empty and [...]

We are sorry to inform that the bright star and friend Anna Nikoletta, also known as Anna Stone has tragically died in a freak car accident in Mexico City (Mexico) on the 29 of February 2008. According to the medics on sight, Anna was still alive when they arrived to the accident. The cause of the [...]

I’m here to tear down everything around you, and you know what I’m going to replace it with ? Something new… God. The world of God. So take your bread and give it to the poor. What difference does it matter what you own ? You have gold and silver it’s going to rot, and that rot is going to eat [...]

It’s Grim Up North by The Justified Ancients of Mu Mu aka The KLF is one off those tracks that you either love or hate. Literally! It’s a fairly simple track, but yet it holds a certain punch and finesse to it that i really like. It’s a straight forward track. The end of the track [...]

All tracks are in no particular order, just tracks that signify November to me. Underworld - Crocodile (Pete Heller Remix) Eddy Morenas - Human Of The Future (Nico Grubert Remix) Tiger Stripes - Spirited Away (Album Version) Le Noir - Eleny (Main Mix) Minilogue - Orglar A Deetron - I Cling (Aril Brikha remix) Three Drives - Greece 2000 (Gustavo Bravetti remix) Bastards [...]

Destroy Everything You Touch by Ladytron is one off those tracks that you either hate or love. I love it along with numerous other by the band. The first time i heard it was on iTunes, when i was actually looking for something completely different, but this one caught my attention and i bought it. [...]

One of the greatest tracks from Portishead is “Numb” from the album Dummy. The music is a mix between narcotic rhythms, hypnotic samples and film noire. It’s just brilliant and very emotional. One could describe this track and all the others on the album as a natural synthesis of claustrophobic spy soundtracks with confessional lyrics [...]

Since the day i was born, i have always thought very much about death and what would happen afterwards. In the beginning i thought that i was abnormal and strange, considering my thoughts and emotional outbursts. At the tender age of 15 i tried to focus my thoughts on something else then death and other [...]

Tomorrow will be the first time that the Confession Series starts here on my wacky web log. They are written by the author of this website and are a expressive experiment with words, ideas, emotions, thoughts and much more. Some parts consists of actual events and other parts do not, they are purely fictional, because who [...]

The wonderful lyrics of Like tears in the rain by Covenant is set to a raw and hard background. It creates an emotion when you listen to, even without reading the lyrics, simply by listening. The track itself was released a few years back (in 2000 on the album “United States of Mind”), but still to [...]

Mindphaser,  classic track from 1992 with Front Line Assembly. A track so ahead of it’s time and a video that actually won “Alternative Video Award Of The Year” on MTV.  I like the rawness sound of this track, then they lyrics, even though the lyrics are really good. Somewhat timeless, but today they might mean [...]

I thought i would give it a try and run a little experiment with Slipknot as the base for poetry. I just got this idea that if i took parts of songs written by Slipknot and made totally new versions and maybe, just maybe, even improving them a bit, making them darker and more gloomy [...]

Duality by Slipknot is one of those tracks that you either love or hate. It’s disturbing and alarming at the same time as it is a very good reflection about the times we all live in, if you really think about it. It might not mean anything to you, but if you bend the rules [...]

This is track that i love so much that it’s hard to describe it with words. It’s called “Further” by VNV Nation. I do not really know why i love it so much, but i think it has something to do with the emotions that it brings forth. A vital part of the track, besides the [...]

Why am i coming back ? Why do i stay ? Why are you here ? Not that i can see, but in my blindness i strive for your spine. Deep inside myself, i find a part of you a very small part. Inside me you are dying. Why aren’t you still here ? Why am i always gone ? Why aren’t you a part [...]

The most painful distance in the world, is not between the living and the dead, but it is when you can’t see that I love you, even though i stand right in front of you. The most painful distance in the world, is not when you can’t see that I love you it is when two hearts love but can not [...]

The Power of Love by Frankie Goes to Hollywood is one off those tracks that are as timeless as time itself. A track that bring forth emotions and feelings. I’ve been in love with this track since the day it was released and still to this day, i feel that it’s one off the best [...]

Remember, remember the Fifth of November, The Gunpowder Treason and Plot, I know of no reason Why Gunpowder Treason Should ever be forgot. Guy Fawkes, Guy Fawkes, t’was his intent To blow up King and Parliament. Three-score barrels of powder below To prove old England’s overthrow; By God’s providence he was catch’d With a dark lantern and burning match. Holloa boys, holloa boys, let the bells [...]

Lately i’ve been thinking a bit about what is presented in the media and also what type of news that is news worthy. I’ve come to realize that much of the media coverage is based on assumption and unverified sources. One thing that i find both sad and funny at the same time is the fact [...]

Yet another Swedish poem i wrote a few years back. I’ve included a translation as well, so that you can judge which one you like more than the other. The Original Swedish version : Stilla stunder utan liv. en stilla famn av roser; ett liv i misär. formad av tidens gång; sinneslös. Sargad av tiden och sorgen i avund av sanningen; [...]

Outside the window, a beautiful sight Billions of stars, shining so bright Planets and entities, black holes and galaxies Asteroids flying by, closer the before Anyone could become a tragedy All controls are out, meaningless to shout Rushing through it all, makes you feel kind of small Time is running short, loosing life support… Share This

The Ten Best Things To Say If You Get Caught Sleeping At Your Desk : 10. They told me at the blood bank this might happen. 9. This is just a 15 minute power-nap like they raved about in that time management course you sent me to. 8. Whew! Guess I left the top off the White-Out. You [...]

What few might see is that on the inside i’m dead, i’ve burnt my wings while pretending to be this almighty power that holds life in it’s hand. A pale copy of my former glory, the thoughts are always there, but the powers are dead long ago and soon it will all end. The last stones along [...]

Here is a first. A poem i wrote a few years back. It’s in Swedish. I hope that you might like it. It’s called Panino… Jag stannade upp och plockade fram mitt liv ur min ficka, ensam och ledsen, förtvivlad över kärleken, livet och mitt samvete. Jag grät, grät utav medkänsla, medkänsla för de som har ont, de som lider, [...]

One of the best episodes of the show Creature Comfort, in my opinion. It’s just great. The brilliance with this episode is the script. It’s just brilliant and very funny at the same time and it also has some really cool things happening in the background as well. Take a look : Share This

Sometimes there are songs that really connects with your emotions at the time you listen to them and you feel somewhat connected to the words or the anger that the singer or the band give out in their performance. This track from Slipknot really does that, but then again a lot of their songs really connect [...]

Such a beautiful song which brings out the tears. It is featured in the movie Philadelphia at the very end of the movie. It’s one of the strongest movie endings and it will make you cry. If it doesn’t, then it’s something wrong with you and not me. I just love the emotional vocals by [...]

I have been here so many times before, i’m becoming a interior piece in this temple of worship. A small part on the wall, a pebble on the granite floor. A painting or a mural connecting peoples beliefs in things never seen. Only experience can show you the things i’ve seen. The knowledge i’ve gathered. Things start [...]

All tracks are in no particular order, just tracks that signify October to me. Carbon Based Lifeforms - Gryning Ladytron - Destroy everything you touch VNV Nation - Further Bruderschaft - Forever Soul Factory - Everyday Slipknot - My Plauge Vibrasphere - Seven Days of Daylight Trentemöller - Moan (Trentemöller Dub Remix) The Kleptons - Last Words (A tribute) Felix da Housecat - Sinnerman (Felix [...]

I just saw the Loose Change documentary on Google Video and i must say that i’m really happy i’m not an American. Why ? Well, according to both the Zeitgeist Movie and Loose Change, all Americans have been lied upon by their own government after 9/11/2001. It’s just really sad that a group of people, [...]

Seasons past between the first encounter and the newly arrived fondness for her eyes. A quite moment between the sunset and the morning suns slow awakening to yet another new day. All seemed so close, but so far away. With merely a stranded thought hanging off a cliff to remind us that the world holds much more, then this. A daring thought [...]

Take a good look and listen very carefully to what is being said in this clip below. When you have done this you will realise that what he is saying is actually true. Because it’s just a ride ! Bill Hicks - It’s just a ride from the Revelations show (1993) Transcript : The world is like a [...]

Follow the path between the ancient wisdom that guides your life through your endless search for the truth and the path on the verge of sanity. Concentrate! Close the eyes to the world and see the inner most precious parts of your own life. Find the part that holds the meaning of an unconcentrated thought. Tenderness upon exit onto a new day [...]

I look upon the world as a child looks upon life. Feeling emotions, feeling regret and feeling joy. I want to feel pain, i want to feel pride, i want you to take the essence of it all and through it all away. I’m sick, twisted and demented by my own thoughts of self-torment. A closed-circuit waiting [...]

The last month has been heavy on the mind and especially on the body. I can feel the pain growing day by day with relentless vigour and perseverance. It is like a ongoing war on the inside, you can not see it, but it is there, due to the pain. Besides, it feels like a war [...]

Stow away my heart compress my emotions into a mesh Carefully break what’s not yours replace with something new. Impressed with all that you do i gather my pieces, but i rather have you show me how to Steal a heart and leave a mark on the inside of the soul where it is still dark. I feel compressed and compelled to write the story of [...]

I saw the Zeitgeist Movie yesterday and i fell in love with it. I guess i fell in love with it because it makes you question a lot of things around you. I highly recommend that you see it, because you are going to thank me and the makers of the movie afterwards. The movie made [...]

Find some bliss within the shadows of an empty heart Learn new ways to seek emotions without a heart In the deepest corners of the soul lies are becoming truth Poor away the water that surrounds the pond of life Seek new meaning in the words that overshadows feelings Torment the living part of the last thing you hold true In the deepest corners of the heart beats [...]

Have you ever had dreams that really frighten you and made you loose the grip of your own sanity ? Have you ever had thoughts that trigger a panic attack ? My guess you have such thoughts and dreams, scary aren’t they ? I think that most people loose their mind every night, when they go [...]

Shattered and badly beaten by love long since lost Stained and tainted by time Alone and walking through empty streets in search for something that might not be there Against the odds and against the grain Disappearing headlights in the fog, keeps the calm inside at bay Chanting your name as i start to cry in my loneliness Awkward spaces between life’s [...]

Not long ago i found this track by the all powerful The Roots from the USA. I sort of fell in love with the groove and also the vocals on it, so i hunted the album down and listened to it again and again. It’s one of those songs that just won’t die, it gets [...]

1. Big World - Morning Light (Feel That Vibe Mix) 2. Thomas Gold - Something’s Gotta Give (Dennis Christopher Remix) 3. Peter Gelderblom feat. MC Gee - The Catwalk (Extended Mix) 4. Tim Andresen – Get Down (Bastards Of Funk remix) 5. Out of Office - Hands Up (Erick E Remix) Share This

1. Burufunk & Carbon Community - Community Funk (Deadmau5 Remix) 2. T4L - Alternative Route 3. Bissen - Exhale (Sean Tyas Remix) 4. The Thrillseekers - Synaesthesia (Ferry Corsten Remix) 5. System F - Out Of The Blue Share This

1. Sophie Sugar - Sense Of Connection 2. Dove Beat - La Paloma (Reflections From The Past Remix) 3. Chris Lake feat. Emma Hewitt - Carry Me Away 4. Nils Noa - Monkeybreak (Inkfish Remix) 5. Dubfire - Roadkill Share This

1. Korn - Twisted Transistor 2. Ladytron - Destroy Everything you touch 3. Parov Stelar - Chambermaid Swing 4. Barbara Tucker – Love Vibrations (Josh Harris remix) 5. Grant Nelson - Season Of Jack (Jesse Garcia Piano Mix) Share This

1. Miss Li - Seems like we lost it 2. Christian Falk - Shine 3. York - Mercury Rising 4. Oceanlab - Beautiful Together (Signum Remix) 5. Röyksopp - Follow my ruin Share This

1. Vibrasphere - Landmark 2. Super8 - Dawn 3. Delerium feat. Jaël - After All (Svenson & Gielen Reimx) 4. Carbon Based Lifeforms - Gryning 5. Vibrasphere - Seven Days of Daylight Share This

1. The Source feat. Candi Staton - You got the love (Extended New Voyage mix) 2. Jori Hulkkonen feat. Jerry Valuri - Lo-Fiction (Toumas Salmela Emore mix) 3. Afroboogie - Only the string (Palash remix) 4. Moby - Sunday (The day before my birthday) 5. B-Zet - Le Tonnere Dans Les Plumes Voir Share This

1. Rockwell - Somebody’s watching Me 2. Tone Loc - Funky Cold Medina 3. Howard Jones - What is Love ? 4. Dire Straits - Walk of Life 5. Laura Branigan - Self Control Share This

1. Dead or Alive - You spin me round (like a record) 2. Bronski Beat - Smalltown boy 3. Eurythmics - Sweet Dreams (Are made of this) 4. Depeche Mode - Policy of Truth 5. Everything but the girl - Missing (Todd Terry remix) Share This

1. Yazoo - Don’t Go 2. Portishead - Glory box 3. Pet Shop Boys - It’s a Sin 4. Mark Ronson - Stop Me 5. Legowelt - Disco Bitch Share This

1. Pink - Who Knew 2. Morrissey - Christian Dior 3. Linkin Park - Numb 4. Christian Falk feat. Robyn & Ola Salo - Dream On 5. Christian Falk - Brighter Days Share This

1. Flunk - Blue Monday 2. Danzig - Mother 3. Rihanna - Unfaithful 4. Gnarls Barkley - Smiley Faces 5. Ladytron - Destroy everything you touch Share This

1. Blümchen - Bicycle Race 2. Dead Can Dance - Cantara 3. Vibrasphere - Tierra Azul 4. Zero 7 - Throw it all away 5. Frozen Star - Gentle Slumber (2007 mix) Share This

Today was a day that i was supposed to have ridden the Glan Runt Bicycle Race in Norrkoping, Sweden. I wasn’t to be. It was just not meant to be that way at all. I overslept and with just 15minutes until the deadline for picking up the number tag, i knew i was running very [...]

Tomorrow is the second race for me. The weather is getting a lot colder then before and it isn’t as fun as before to ride my bike. However the sun is shining today and i’m going to take a short ride today regardless of the lower temperatures outside. This week i haven’t trained at all since [...]

1. Hans Zimmer - Now we are free 2. Samuel Barber - Adagio for Strings 3. John Williams - Cavatina 4. Dead Can Dance - Yulunga (Spirit Dance) 5. Dead Can Dance - Don’t fade away Share This

1. Vincent de Moor - Fly Away (Cosmic Gate Remix) 2. Sean Tyas - One more night out 3. Carl Craig - Future Love Theme 4. Dead Can Dance - The host of Seraphim 5. Hans Zimmer - Ad Arcana Share This

1. Empirical Labs - Turtle Beach 2. Mark Otten - Mushroom Therapy (Armin Van Buuren Remix) 3. From P60 - Sinking with the fall (The Timewriter Remix) 4. Arcane & Niklas Harding - Ice Beach (Jonas Steur mix) 5. Audioholics - External Key Share This

1. Trentemöller - Into the trees (Serenetti Pt. 3) 2. Signum - Push Through (Manuel Le Saux 4Fun remix) 3. Armin Van Buuren - Shivers (Hammer & Bennett Remix) 4. DJ Remy - Crackdown 5. Assure - Arrogance Share This

1. Mischa Daniels - Are you Dreaming (Anthem mix) 2. Swen Weber - Bassmann 3. Envio - Touched by the Sun (Rusch & Elusive’s Chill out Mix) 4. Alter Ego - Rocker (Stanton Warriors Remix) 5. Trentemöller - Take me into your skin Share This

1. Slipknot - Surfacing 2. Slipknot - My Plauge 3. Slipknot - Duality 4. Slipknot - Everything Ends 5. Slipknot - Diluted Share This

What a day, yesterday ! Got up around 06.30 to get breakfast ready and start assembling my gear for the race as well as straightening out a few minor problem with the bike. My preparation for the race had been good and i felt on top of the world. Around 08.30 my Dad picked [...]

1. Petter - All together 2. Inner City - Good Life 3. Goldie  Presents Metalheads - Inner City Life 4. Cat Stevens - Morning Has Broken 5. Dave Matthews Band - Two Step Share This

1. Kraftwerk - Tour de France 2. Biosphere - The Seal And The Hydrophone 3. Biosphere - Patashnik 4. David Bowie - Space Oddity 5. Petter - Modern Eternity Share This

1. Dustin Robbins & Allan Ramirez - Insert Coin 2. Goodwill & Tommy Trash - It’s a Swede Thing 3. DJ Chus & David Penn - We Play House 4. Peter Presta - Get Down (In My House) 5. The Mountain People - Mountain 004 Share This

With just under 2 days left before my first race and i’m feeling like it could take on the world. Been training a lot this month and dropped a few kilos along with it and i’m just eager for the race to start. It feels like you are on some kind of a happy drug, [...]

1. Niels van Gogh vs. Eniac - Pulvertum 2.0 (Smax & Gold remix) 2. Superbass - Don’t Be Silent 3. Beroshima - Horizon 4. Pryda - Genesis 5. Francois Dubois - I Try (Sam Ball remix) Share This

1. Reverend & The Makers - Heavyweight champion of the world (club mix) 2. Dave Armstrong - Love has gone 3. Marshall Jefferson - Move your body 4. Hoxton Whores - Friday Saturday Love 5. Dogzilla - Frozen Share This

1. Wink - Higher state (Dirty south mix) 2. Röyksopp - Poor Leno (Jakatta mix) 3. Faithless - God is a DJ 4. David Guetta - Love is gone (Amo & Navas remix) 5. Art Of Noise - Moments in love Share This

I saw a concert yesterday with Pink and i was amazed by, not only the show, but the artist Pink. It’s pretty interesting to see a person like Pink have irony and self-distance at the same time as being politically incorrect. Anyway, the show was recorded at the Wembley Arena in London, United Kingdom and [...]

1. Humate - Love Simulation 2. Da Hool - Meet her at the love parade 3. Slusnik Luna - Sun 4. Art Of Trance - Madagascar 5. Pulsedriver - Entre dos tierras Share This

Yesterdays training was amazing. Really good weather, not to warm and yet not to cold either. I roughly did around 45km, maybe more, i do not know since i have no bicycle computer on my bike, but with a little help of the Internet i figured it out. I didn’t plan to take a long run, [...]

1. Chris Lake feat. Emma Hewitt - Carry Me Away 2. VNV Nation - Endless Skies 3. Korn - Twisted Transitor 4. Apoptygma Berzerk - Fade to Black 5. Underworld - Born Slippy Share This

Who wouldn’t be in love with Jessica Biel ? I’ve been thinking about this for awhile and i have come to the conclusion that i am genuinely in love with Miss Jessica Biel. Maybe she is the reason why all my previous relationships have failed so miserably ? Besides her stunning looks and body, which catches [...]

1. Amsterdam Assholes - Boormachine 2. Danceteria - Passion 3. Anja Schneider - Belize 4. Adam Beyer - China Girl 5. Barbara Tucker – Love Vibrations Share This

1. Green Velvet - La La Land 2. Gloworm - Carry Me Home 3. Gnarls Barkley - Crazy 4. James Holden feat. Julie Thompson - Nothing 5. Avril Lavigne - I’m with you (Leama & Moor Remix) Share This

1. Björk - Isobel 2. Björk - Hunter 3. Bran Van 3000 - Astounded 4. Depeche Mode - Enjoy the silence 5. Gorillaz feat. De La Soul - Feel Good Inc. Share This

Reading the news nowadays is like reading a gossip magazine or maybe a magazine concentrated on predicting the end of the world. It’s not even interesting watching the news on television nowadays either, since it is one “shocking” news item after another. Horrible, just horrible ! A few examples might be in order, to maybe clarify [...]

1. Celeda - The Underground 2. Baby D - Let me be your fantasy 3. The Source feat. Candi Staton - You got the love 4. Timo Maas - Pictures 5. Bran Van 3000 - Afrodiziak Share This

1. In Strict Confidence - Kiss your shadow 2. Eminem - Mosh 3. Assemblage 23 - Anthem 4. Rollergirl - Dear Jessie 5. Chi A.D - Biocandy Share This

1. Bruderschaft - Forever 2. Annie Lennox - The Saddest Song 3. Astral Projection - People Can Fly 4. Alphaville - Forever Young 5. Brother Brown - Under The Water Share This

Once and perhaps only once, a singer makes a track that i really like, even though i might not like any other tracks by the same person. In this case it’s a track by Avril Lavigne and the track “I’m with you”, but there is a twist. Remix duo Leama & Moor did a bootleg [...]

1. Dimmu Borgir - Sorgens Kammer (Del. II) 2. David Gray - Please forgive me 3. Kent - Ingenting Någonsin 4. Dina - Bli Hos Meg 5. Spice Girls - Holler (Masters at Work Tribal Vocal) Share This

I feel fine ! I have been training like a mad dog over a juicy bone. Averaging around 25km each day for the past week and more to come this weekend. Today (Saturday 11th August) i woke up at 06.00 and was on my bike at 07.00 for a bike ride that lasted until 12.00, [...]

1. Queens of the Stone Age - No One Knows 2. Rage Against the Machine - Bullet in the Head 3. The Mamas & The Papas - California Dreamin’ 4. The Byrds - Mr. Tambourine Man 5. Procol Harum - A Whiter Shade of Pale Share This

1. Hird feat. Yukimi Nagano - Keep you kimi 2. Jazzanova - Soon (Jazzy Jeff Remix) 3. Common - Be 4. Fat Freddy’s Drop - Cays Crays 5. Fat Freddy’s Drop - Wandering Eyes Share This

I don’t believe in the existence of mercy’s guiding hand… Not with all that I have witnessed, I cannot understand. Forever burdened with the knowledge that I could have been so much more When the truth is hard to suffer, I knew this all before. There is no comfort in faith, the heavens still will fall. A thousand towers rise [...]

1. Raw Deal - Ninna Nanna in blu 2. Swell Session - Il Buono, Il Burtto, Il Cattivo 3. Hird - I Crudeli 4. Dive - Next to you 5. Trüby Trio feat. Concha - Buika Jaleo Share This

Complicated matters needs special handling in the ever more complex world in which we live today. Sometimes it’s not the hardest of tasks that needs solving, but the most simplest. I feel that the approach of making a bigger issue of a thing is a modern day problem. Many issues are not that complicated that they [...]

1. The Orb - Adventures Beyond The Ultraworld 2. Jaydee - Plastic Dreams 3. Talvin Singh - Traveller 4. Peace Orchestra - Who Am I 5. Depeche Mode - Useless (Kruder & Dorfmeister remix) Share This

1. Myléne Farmer - Désenchantée 2. David Guetta - The World is Mine (Remixes) 3. Parov Stelar - Love (Club Version) 4. Phunky Drakes - Love 5. Myléne Farmer - Fuck Them All (Mother F… Vocal Club Mix) Share This

Yes ! Today is the day. The day we all have been waiting for, the day that we all can celebrate and look back with joy. A day of mixed emotions and thoughtful ideas about life and things that most only matters to me. Anyway, it’s a day to celebrate, because today this little website turns [...]

A few times in ones lifetime you come across a song that you can relate to and make you feel things, even if you don’t understand it’s lyrics. Myléne Farmer did just that on the 1991 album “L’Autre” and with the song “Desenchantée”. Apart from a great song it also comes with a great video, [...]

1. James Robson - Scream 2. Nightriders – Keep On Movin (Dr. Kucho! edit) 3. Tim Andresen - Get Down 4. Slipknot - Liberate 5. Sean Biddle - Twisted (Gunk Funk Remix) Share This

I fell in love with this track some 5 or 6 years ago. Don’t really know when, to be honest. It’s not often that you hear a French track that is as good as this one, at least i think so. The singer is Alizée and the track is “Moi..Lolita” from the album with the [...]

1. Disciples of Sound - Dirty (Mikael Jonasson Remix) 2. Nelly Furtado - Say it Right (Dummies Club Mix) 3. Rihanna - Umbrella (Seamus Haji & Paul Emanual Club Remix) 4. Dead Can Dance - Sanvean 5. Oxia - Not Sure Share This

My training is going well. I have been riding two times per day this weekend and i can feel it in my legs, a sense of accomplishment combined with pain, but right now pain is good. Why you may ask and my answer is that i can take the pain now and a for another [...]

1. Sessomatto – You`re Gonna Love Me (Original Vibe mix) 2. The Wisemen – Happy Water 3. VNV Nation - Darkangel 4. Dana Bergqvist - McEnroe 5. Rihanna - SOS Share This

1. Soulfly - Riotstarter 2. Minilogue - The Leopard 3. Depeche Mode - The Sinner In Me 4. Space Cowboy – My Egyptian Lover (Extended Vocal mix) 5. Afro Medusa - Come a Little Closer Share This

Today was the start of a new life, a fresh beginning, a new outlook on things. It was the day i decided that i’m not going to become a true couch potato and end up dead in fifteen years due to bad health. I have put myself on a strict program including diet and exercise. [...]

1. The Killers - Somebody told me (Insider remix) 2. Depeche Mode - Personal Jesus (Dirty South Remix) 3. The ORB - Little Fluffy Clouds 4. Keith Thompson - Borders Don’t Matter 5. Mark Knight & D Ramirez - Columbian Soul Share This

1. Schmoov - People 2. Roger Goode - In the Beginning 3. Coldplay - Trouble 4. Jewel - Hands 5. Mano Negra - King Kong Five Share This

Tonight we’re sitting here again, drinking, thinking of the past and all the things we’ve done. Hoping and remembering that everything is beautiful out there, outside the atmosphere. That’s where we want to be. Okay, it’s pretty nice down here as well. The nature and the wild, but it can’t beat the sight from 20 miles [...]

1. Trentemöller - Chameleon 2. Trentemöller - Miss You 3. Manu Chao - Clandestino 4. Miss Li - Oh Boy 5. Maia Hirasawa - And i found this boy Share This

Well, here we are again, yet another year older. I just want to go back to sleep… Share This

1. Parov Stelar - Chambermaid Swing 2. Josh Wink - Higher State Of Consciousness 3. Emjae - Discoplex 4. Roman Salzger - Koki Teno (Damien Reds Mashup) 5. Chateau Flight - Baccula Share This

I’m burning, burning for my thoughts, i’m yearning to get, one day, to be left alone without the worries of the world or for it to come crashing down upon me. I don’t want to burn in vain, i want to burn as the brightest star in heaven. There is much in me that wants out, [...]

1. Underworld - Dirty Epic 2. Parov Stelar - Rock for (balErik edit) 3. Black Shadow - Enough is Enough 4. Nils Noa - Monkey Break (Inkfish mix) 5. Moussa Clarke feat Fisher - Love Key (Justin C & Justin Xara Remix) Share This

Sometimes it feels like i have to perform, for you to like me. Sometimes it feels like whatever i do doesn’t matter, no lasting impression. Sometimes i wonder if i really want to be me… Share This

After some 21 days in the saddle it is finally over for the riders. The tour will never end for the A.S.O with all the investigations and troubles with doping connected to the Tour de France. Unfortunately this years tour wasn’t to be a clean tour, instead it ended up as a tour du doping, [...]

1. Rex the Dog - Prototype 2. Didier Sinclair - Lovely Flight 3. Gaston vs. Justin - Naked (Rock you body) 4. Shamen - Move any Mountain 5. Marshall Jeffersson - Mushrooms (Salt City Orchestra Out There Mix) Share This

From childhood’s hour I have not been As others were I have not seen As others saw I could not bring My passions from a common spring From the same source I have not taken My sorrow I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone And all I lov’d, I lov’d alone Then, in my childhood, in the dawn Of [...]

This track by Depeche Mode’s Martin L. Gore is a masterpiece. A masterpiece off complex emotions, filled with angst, longing and hope. The first time i heard this track was from a LIVE album and i fell in love with the song instantly. I just love the way Martin sings it and i think that [...]

1. Brian Eno - An Ending (Ascent) 2. Jose Gonzales - Heartbeats 3. Pete Seegar - Little Boxes 4. Rihanna - Umbrella (Jody den Broeder Luch Club Mix) 5. Chymera - Umbrella Share This

I’ve watched this city burn twice in my lifetime and the most notable thing was the arrival of the politicans in the aftermath proclaiming the wrongs of the system and demanding new policies towards and for the poor. nothing was corrected last time. nothing will be corrected this time. The poor will remain poor. The unemployed will remain so. The homeless will remain homeless and the politicans, fat upon the land, [...]

1. In Strict Confidence - Kiss your shadow 2. Paul Oakenfold - Southern Sun (Gabriel & Dresden remix) 3. Mandalay - Not Seventeen 4. Ladytron - Beauty 2 5. Massive attack - A prayer for England Share This

I doesn’t matter what i do, it always fucks up in the end, heading downhill. It doesn’t matter that i’ve given you the world, it’s just not good enough anyway, for that of which i’m offering is not desired anymore. It doesn’t matter anymore, what i do, it’s enough to make you sad, it all comes [...]

Not even on the inside you see me, deep within i’m alone, fighting my way towards the darkness and loneliness, my days are numbered and far between. I’m not here, finally you can’t see me, since i’m nothing to you. My thoughts see you, for what i used to be, i can even see me, seeing [...]

Well, that is a good question. I’ve been following cycling and especially Le Tour de France for the past 15 years and now i don’t feel like watching anymore. It has come to a point where it isn’t as interesting anymore, from a athletic point of view. Since it seems that, whatever is done with the [...]

Yesterdays stage between Orthez and Gourette-Col D’aubisque was 218,5 Km long stage where the only thing discussed was doping and again speculations upon speculations. Almost 5 hours of boredom, due to this fact. However i think it’s good for newcomers to learn a bit about the world of cycling and also the problems with doping [...]

Here we go again, motherfucker ! I’d thought i’d start things of with a bang and i guess i got you attention. I’ve written a few things about doping in my little blog and it all has been linked with the Tour de France and so is this post. I really thought that Alexandre Vinokourov’s [...]

1. The Knife - Silent Shout 2. De Souza Feat. Shena - Guilty (Club Mix) 3. Richard Grey - Tainted Love 4. Faithless - Insomnia 5. Olive - You’re Not Alone Share This

If I could walk a straight mile To write it down in shorthand, I could show you If you want me to And if I had an hourglass I’d save the grains of time I spent with you That’s what I’d do But I remember, you always said it could be great And I knew it could be Well there’s a way you [...]

Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone, Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone, Silence the pianos and with muffled drum Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come. Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead, Put the crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves, Let the traffic policemen [...]

Well, they say that a sucker is born everyday and i think they are right. I read in the news today that Alexandre Vinokourov has been tested positive after the time-trial on stage 13. Apparently there is an imbalance in the old and young red blood cells in the blood sample. Astana have suspended him [...]

1. Soul Factory - Everyday (Dreamerz Dub mix) 2. Yuno - California (Phonique Remix) 3. Justin Martin - Sad Piano (Jimpster Remix) 4. Dead Can Dance - Sanvean 5. William Orbit - Barber’s Adagio for Strings Share This

Fell asleep in front of the TV. Finding no peace. Looming outside your door Now i’m here again, waiting impatiently to have the courage to knock on your door. Time is ticking, my heart is pounding. On the inside i’m dying in peace, my calm exterior deceives my inner emotions Share This

Attack upon attack upon attack. Yesterdays stage between Foix and Loudenvielle - Le Louron was a 196 km stage filled with attacks, if it wasn’t Alberto Contador, it was some else, but the most successful attack was launched by Alexandre Vinokourov on the last climb up the Col de Peyresourde. Alberto Contador tried four times to [...]

One of my favorite songs, that really makes all your emotions run wild, is Sanvean by the Dead Can Dance from the live album Toward the Within. This song makes me cry every time i listen to it, because of all emotions that come forth. Lisa Gerrard’s voice is like the one of an angel, [...]

1. Slipknot - I am Hated 2. Dead Can Dance - I Am Stretched On Your Grave 3. David Guetta - Love Is Gone 4. Bastards of Funk feat. Peter Bense - Relentless 5. Soulfly - Fuel the hate Share This

What would you do with 650 Billion Dollars ? This is a little wish list or you can say it’s a list of things i would do for 650 Billion Dollars, if i had them. Since i don’t, but i hope that i will have someday, this is what i would have done with all that [...]

Sometimes, there are people or so called journalists or so called experts that really piss me off. Such a time was today when i saw some new and old online clips from Sweden Television (SVT). The first clip i saw was this one : http://svt.se/svt/play/video.jsp?a=869470 and there weren’t much to do with anything called the truth. [...]

Yesterdays stage between Mazamet and Plateau-de-Beille was 197 km of mountains and some really amazing riding by Alberto Contador and Michael Rasmussen. The last 6km up the Plateau-de-Beille to the finish line was some of the most amazing riding i’ve ever seen, a tactics war between Michael Rasmussen, Alberto Contador, Levi Leipheimer, Cadel Evans and [...]

This is how the lucky feel How the blessed think Like daybreak in spring The sun on a spring morning But how do I feel In my gloomy depths ? Like the flat brink of a cloud Like a dark night in autumn A black winter day No, darker than that Gloomier than an autumn night Share This

Don’t leave me all alone Just drop me off at home I’ll be fine, it’s not the first Just like last time, but a little worse… Share This

I’ve been thinking, i’ve been drinking. Trying to find that moment in which i could tell you how much, you mean to me. Been wondering empty streets, been searching for dreams, unattainable goals. The love that never found an expression, in words. I’ve been wondering, i’ve been talking. Moving around in a daze, trying to find [...]

What a day and what a time-trial around the city of Albi on a 54km course. Alexandre Vinokourov demonstrated how crashes couldn’t quell his desire to win. He beat Cadel Evans in the 54km time trial by 1 minute 14 seconds but the Australian also savored success in this first long individual test by moving [...]

1. The Shapshifters - Pusher (Nic Fancuilli Remix) 2. Chymera - Umbrella (Beatless Remix) 3. Dana Bergquist & Peder G - Sprint 4. Dana Bergquist - McEnroe (Sharon & Robert Remix) 5. Radiohead - Everything Is In It’s Right Place (Leon Robert Edit) Share This

Tornado Tom Boonen did it again in the Tour de France, much thanks to his lead-out man Gert Steegmans on the 12th stage between Montpellier and Castres, a 178.5 km long stage taking them further towards the Pyrenees. Erik Zabel did just not have what it took to beat the Tornado on the stage, even [...]

I’m an avid fan of Slipknot and i have all their albums and DVD’s. Many think that their music is just organised chaos and in a sense it’s true but they really surprised me with this track on the their Vol 3 (The Subliminal Verses) album, which is their 4th. All other songs that they [...]

1. Dave Spoon Feat. Laura Vane - Won’t Do It Again 2. Sander Kleinenberg - The Fruits 3. Chris Liebing - C (Original Mix) 4. Peter Presta - Work My House 5. VNV Nation - Darkangel Share This

1. Neil Young - Like a Hurricane 2. Velvet Underground - Femme Fatale 3. Queen - Bohemian Rhapsody 4. Whitney Huston - I will always love you 5. Scorpions - Wind of change Share This

I have been busy trying to get a hold of this Wordpress thing i’m using to write my things on the web with. It’s not easy learning a new system when you have been working with other backbones and GNU GPL programs in the past. But now i think i’ve finally found out how it works, [...]

Robert Hunter created a bit of history by becoming the first rider from South Africa to win a stage of the Tour de France. He bolted into the lead in the final turn of the 182.5km stage to Montpellier and held off a fast finishing Fabian Cancellara to give Barloworld its second stage success in its [...]

Calling all cats! Finally, an instruction manual on how to deal with your human companion … we realise these pointers are already well known by many of you, but here it is, in black and white (ginger and tortoiseshell). Bathrooms Always accompany guests to the bathroom. It is not necessary to do anything. Just sit and stare. Doors Do [...]

Yesterday was a black day (again) for the Tour de France when the Germany National Anti-Doping Agency (NADA) announced that the T-mobile rider Patrik “Stinkewitz” Sinkewitz had failed a blood test on June 8th. The strange thing is that T-Mobile has their own anti-doping programme, including unique blood volume tests that measure the body weight/blood ratio [...]

Yet another long stage, this time it was between Tallard and Marseille with a total of 229.5 km of seriously high speed over the hills towards Marseille. It was also a day that a breakaway contained the lead all the way to the finish. The group was composed by riders which were no treat to [...]

1. Massive Attack - Unfinished Sympathy 2. Green Day - Boulevard Of Broken Dreams 3. Gorillaz - Feel Good Inc. 4. Savage Garden - I don’t know you anymore 5. Sonic Circus - Someday, Some night Share This

The day that most riders feared, the great mountains, but eventually the last mountain stage so far. It was one rider who conquered them all an came out victoriuos in the end. He showed his colours on the 7th stage with a fourth place finsh. I’m talking about Juan Mauricio Soler from the wild card [...]

1. Slipknot - People = Shit 2. Negrocan - Cada Vez 3. Olive - You’re not alone 4. Pink - Stupid Girls 5. Planet Perfecto - Bullet in the gun Share This

What if… ? That is a good question and i think it’s one of the most used questions you can ask yourself. What if i was a billion dollar celebrity ? What if i made other choices in life, instead of these ones i’ve already made ? I know that you’ve asked yourself the same questions [...]

1. Slipknot - Everything Ends 2. Depeche mode - Precious 3. Depeche mode - One Caress 4. Robert Babicz - Chrystal Castle 5. Placebo - Song to say goodbye Share This

Today i decided to change the graphics a bit on my website. It’s a collaboration of styles for the K2 template i’m using, but with my own modifications, of course ! It’s based upon a style called Vino Tinto by Ubersuper and the standard K2 style (yes, the default). The template Vino Tino was based around [...]

The Sunday was the day of The Flying Chicken as stated on the Tour de France website. Yes, i am talking about Michael Rasmussen, the man who showed everyone how you should climb a mountain on a bicycle. At Cormet de Roselend he showed that he was going all the way and established a 5 [...]

1. William Orbit - Barber’s Adagio for Strings 2. Beck - Everybody’s gotta learn sometime 3. Dennis Ferrer - Son of Raw (Loco Dice remix) 4. Alcatraz - Give Me Luv (Cedric Gervais remix) 5. Thomas Newman - American Beauty Share This

The first real mountain stage. A testament to that anything can happen in the Tour de France and it did happen. Yesterday’s stage between Bourg-en-Bresse and Le Grand-Bornand was 197.5 km up and down and up again stage for the riders. At the final mountain it became clear that something big was about to [...]

1. Kraftwerk - Tour de France 2. The Knife - Silent Shout (Barado en Locombia Mix) 3. Denis Karimani - Strange But Cool (2000 And One Remix) 4. 303F - Ecstatic (Paul Hazendonk dark dub) 5. Audiowhores & Roland Clarke - I’m inspired (Vocal Mix) Share This

1. Editors - Munich 2. Smashing Pumpkins - Disarm 3. Snap! - Rhythm is a dancer 4. Flash Brothers - Hazy March 5. Fat Freddy’s Drop - Wandering Eye Share This

Everyone knows the European Union currency EURO also know as EUR in short. Everyone also knows that EURO is pronounced just like it is written E-U-R-O, but here in Sweden they haven’t got it. They haven’t got it all. Instead the swedes pronounce it as E-V-R-O. Do i see a “V” in the name EURO [...]

Yesterdays stage between Semur-en-Auxois and Bourg-en-Bresse was a 199.5km long ride of pain for Alexandre Vinokourov and most likely even Andreas Klöden, both in the Astana team. But that did not stop the two from making it to the finish in time. My guess is that there were a lot of painkillers consumed during the [...]

1. Kyu Sakamoto - Sukiyaki 2. Eminem - Mosh 3. Ernesto vs. Bastian - The Dark Side of the Moon 4. Fat Freddy’s Drop - Ernie 5. Frankie Goes To Hollywood - The Power Of Love Share This

Yesterdays stage between Chablis and Autun was a breakaway followed by a lot of crashes. The last 10km was the most dramatic in this years Tour de France with the lead changing all the time and nearmisses in the downhill section behore the finishline. The breakaway with Sylvain Chavanel, William Bonnet, Philippe Gilbert and Gianpaolo Cheula [...]

1. VNV Nation - Secluded spaces 2. Eddie Amador - Rise (Bastards of Funk Blip-Blop Remix) 3. Apartment 52 - All That I Know (Bastards Of Funk Electro Snask RMX) 4. Presslaboys - Channel 2 (Original Mix) 5. Gudowski - Carrot Fields (Deeburn remix) Share This

There isn’t a lot of tracks out there that you can feel the emotion of the singer or the writer of the track, but here is a track that you accutally can. It’s “Slow Chemical” by Canadian band Finger Eleven. The track isn’t on any of the five albums they’ve made, but here it is [...]

What can i say ? Sometimes Norway are unbeatable and yesterdays stage was the day that all off Norway hold their breathe on the last kilometer towards the finishline. The reason for it was the amazing leadout by Julian Dean for the mad dash to the finishline by Thor Hushovd. I can only say that i [...]

1. Disco Mob - Dirty Dishes (Patrik Björkman Remix) 2. Özgür Can - Spara Mig 3. Tim Andresen - Everybody (Ben Macklin Remix) 4. The Killers - Somebody told me (Insider Remix) 5. Nelly Furtado - Say it right (Peter Rauhofer Remix Part 1) Share This

What a performance by Fabian Cancellara in the last kilometer. After a fairy boring 235.5km it was the finish that yesterdays race really need. The breakaway was out in 230km before they were caught just sort of the finishline by the TGV Cancellara who turn it all upside down. It might have been the pavé section [...]

1. VNV Nation - Carry you 2. Moussa Clarke - Love Key 3. Nelly Furtado - Say it right 4. Paul Kalkbrenner - Ick Muss Aus Dit Milieu Heraus 5. David Guetta - Love is gone Share This

Yesterdays stage between Dunkerque and Gand was all about the breakaway until around 5km from the finish line, then it was all about the big crash. A crash that really looked horrific on the TV, but my guess is that it was even more dramatic onsite. The sprint was a bit of a statement from Gert [...]

Now you are probably thinking, that i have lost my mind completly, but the thing is, i have not. I just wanted to share a really great track and including the lyrics for it. The reason for it is, that it’s a really good good song with a really good text. Conceal your deepest worries Confine your [...]

I’ve been thinking about life today, while i’ve been working on the design off this website. A work, not really my strong point when it comes to the complex parts of Wordpress Blogging program. But i’ve not given up on creating a nice layout and something of my own. Well back to the thoughts about life. [...]

1. AFI - Miss Murder 2. The Killers - Somebody told me 3. The Killers -  Mr. Brightside (Jacques Lu Cont’s Thin White Duke Mix) 4. Trentemöller - Moan (Trentemöller Dub Remix) 5. Roger Sanchez - Lost (Eddie Thoneick Remix) Share This

Yesterdays races was eventful with a few crashes and stunning scenery from the English countryside. It was also a very long live broadcast, started at 11.00 CET and i think it ended somewhere around 17.00 CET in the afternoon. But dispite the long broadcast it was exciting and fun all the way. Robbie McEwen wont he [...]

My love for cycling is big. One of the best races you can watch, either at the side of the road or on television, is Tour de France. I’ve had some of the best moments in my life benched infront of the TV and Eurosport for this enourmus event. This years race began yesterday in London [...]

I watched the Live Earth concerts yesterday and i was sort of amazed by the event in general, but only five or six performances were really good. Madonna really delivered during her performance, like she always does. Metallica were also good, but Foo Fighters were just amazing. The energy from Dave Grohl and the Fighters [...]

VNV Nation did something on their last album “Judgement” called “Illusion” that i well and truly love. It’s a masterpiece, in all senses of the word. It’s emotions on a high level. This is what i’m talking about : I know it’s hard to tell how mixed up you feel Hoping what you need is behind every [...]

Can you take these ecological systems that evolved on a planetary scale and stick them in such an incredibly small container with disproportion in amounts of atmosphere and soil and water and ocean and have the same principles basically functioning. We can take these animals and systems and fit them into an incredibly small container and [...]