So I’m in doubt if I accept my life the way it is now, or do I want more (meaning feeling better and be more social). Then I come to the point is that possible? Now I am writing this I just remember I was kind of writing about the same subject, so I stop. [...]

The past Monday I failed to get my drivers license. I panicked after I understood that I needed to park the care. It was a narrow road so there wasn’t any possibility to park the car. I panicked and after that some minor mistakes like not looking good enough and stuff. Later on I was [...]

So I had like over 200 spam comments!!!! Took me a while to delete the mother fuckers! I joined another fanlisting: Modern Way I bought a laptop Toshiba Portege M200, it’s a tablet notebook. Today I actually started again with some assignments for school I was really lacking motivation for a while but today it went fine. I also [...]

Phew what a day, I’m like really tired!  I was at my work thing (I really don’t know how to call it it’s not really work I need to do it for school so)  and arround 16.00 I had 2 hours of driving lessons! Work was cool, kooking and making cards with the people. Not for [...]

So people it’s me…remember me?..Noo?…..oh I made this new layout a really actually drawed that rainbow  :shock:  isn’t it lovely? I was like in a summer mood it has been great weather lately so! It’s like my bedtime now so this was my short come-back! More soon!

Happy New Year that’s what I want to say! It is a bit late I know, don’t know why I haven’t been updating lately my bad! I just don’t know what to write about. Tomorrow I have my first cycling training! gonna be hard because I haven’t really been cycling  that much to practise it is so [...]

Wooow the past wednesday I got my bike! Saturday I made my first miles with it, and phew my condition sucks  :razz: But yeah I enjoyed it! Too bad the weather is like hell, so it isn’t really cycling weather.

So I have been really busy with doing nothing and everything at the same time. For school I need to write a poem for coming Friday, and well I don’t think I’m able to write something new, so I think I’m going to use one I wrote some time way before now. So my [...]

So today I went to UMC Utrecht, the hospital I talked about. It indeed was weird to walk the ‘famous route’ again. In some weird way I was hoping to see some who knew me from my period staying there, and then have the big ‘look at me now!’ show, but no I didn’t saw [...]

Ah well does perfect even exists? I mean like, perfect isn’t good enough, it can always be better than perfect, right? Today was that meeting about schizophrenia where we watched the movie “A beautiful mind”. I had seen the movie once before and remembered that when I watched it the first time even though I knew [...]