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I'm The Man With The Master Plan!
I was brought to life for several reasons, but mainly for me to live my life and not live the life of others.
I was born male, therefore I was born with all the male attributes.
My opposite is female.
As a male, my actions are instinctively impulsive, but not without logic. Females instinctively act impulsively as well, but not without emotions.
As a male, I was born from generations of males/females not yet developped, whom they use to live within a male-father. This male-father is my father.
With the help of the other half of the male-father, namely the female-mother, my mother, the male-father planted the seeds [being my bredrens] within the reproductive system of the female-mother, my mother.
The Human Alchemy is this:
1/2 male-father + 1/2 female-mother = 1 newborn being containg both the past knowledge of the male-father and female-mother.
---> KNOW THIS: If I am now in this world, it is because of my father and mother. If I am now in this world, it is because I was born a CHAMPION from the very moment I got out from the womb. I competed with my seed-brethrens and won. I fought against my seed-brethrens in order to attain and break through the Egg of Life. Therefore, the prize for my achievement is MY LIFE. Therefore... it is my duty to take care and preserve MY PRIZE.
---> KNOW THIS: A man can never be complete until he finds his other half, namely a woman. And if he doesn't find his other half, how will he be able to educate his son/daughter on how to become a champion as well?
* I can only find my other half with LOVE. Therefore, it is a must for me to follow the Path of Love, to concentrate myself on the Path of Love and follow the Path of Love.
** I can love my father as a mentor, my mother as a nurturer, my brother and sister as brethrens, my woman as my wife, and my child as my legacy. To Love is to honor and respect.
Male is the key, Female is the keyhole Male is the sword, Female is the scabard Male is the shelter, Female is the sheltered
Therefore...
A shelter cannot shelter a shelter A sword cannot safeguard a sword A key cannot fit within another key
Male was born for Female Female was born for Male
Any other way around this is a SIN And Death is the companion of SIN
Still, Life is a prize to be preserved And to take away a life you haven't given yourself is a SIN.
Therefore..
What goes around will surely come around For a man to find comfort in another man is a SIN And for a woman to find comfort in another woman is a SIN.
If I know this, then I must avoid SIN and instead follow the Path of Love.
Know this... without my woman, how will I be able to preserve the generations to come?
Know this... to find comfort in the arms of man is to invite Death to your bed.
Love yourself by understanding what you know about yourself, Then love your woman so that she may open herself to you, Then after planting your seeds within the entrails of your woman, a CHAMPION shall be brought to life,
Whether male or female the child shall become, educate him/her in order for him/her to follow the Paths of Love and Righteousness, so that he/she can too, in turn, educate their everlasting bloodline.
This is your Legacy for Eternity.

From what I have seen in the poll result for the question "Have you ever found it difficult to tell the truth to someone?", 66% of the people find it difficult to tell the truth to someone else, versus 33% who say that they don't.

Care to tell us why you find it difficult to tell the truth? Just leave your comments or contact me using the chat box on the sidebar to your left.

I am going to tell you a truth, and whether you accept it or not, it is still a truth worth considering.

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Nobody knows the difference between Good and Evil. If we knew, then there wouldn't be any atrocities in the world we live in.

The act of doing Good is connected to Love, and the act of doing Evil is connected with Hate.

To share and help others is good when it comes from the heart, and you'll know it comes from the heart when you get this warm feeling within your chest, as if you wanna cry with joy. Because it comes from the heart, you know that Love is ever present.

You cannot help somebody using force. This is siding with Hate. and when one is connected to Hate, it is as if everyday the world is shattering, so ever slowly.

If I tell my girlfriend that I love her, it is because it is true within my heart. I will do everything in my power to keep that good vibe in order to have a long-lasting relationship.

If I tell my girlfriend that she has to do the street corners to get money, and say that it is both for the her and my interest in order to get money... that is straight wickedness!

If I want to defend a friend and I put my life on the line to save that friend, this is love.

If I want to defend a friend using my reason only, even though I know I might be a victim in the process, this is love.

If I want to defend a friend using a weapon... then evil is within I, and the gates of Hell will be open for I.

I do not want to see the gates of Hell open for I. Therefore, I try as much as possible to follow the path of Good. But because there are some [people] whom their hearts have been corrupted by Evil for so long... it then has become common... it has become Good in their eyes.

I feel sorrow for our World, because its death is inevitable. There is a Good out there that they fail to grasp, and because of that they slide slowly down the slope of Evil.

The best way to know if someone is following the Path of Good versus following the Path of Evil, is to ask yourself if this person is thinking about others before thinking about himself.

Some will tell you to think about yourself only... this is wrong. Yes we were born alone (unless you're twins), yet we were born in a planet sustaining 6.5 billion humna beings... you can't just ignore them and live your life. That is wrong.

But now the world we live in has a "We're on our own" mentality. This mentality will destroy your mind, your body and your soul.

To those who say they want to follow Good in their lives, observes only Goodness and avoid Evil at all cost. If you are able to help a person filled with evil intentions, it'll be better than to just discard this person and let it rot in his/her own personal Hell. Follow the Path of Good in order to help others be Good.

By the way, we are all equal, no matter what. So those who claim to be superior to you is Evil. And unless they realise it, they shall remain as such.

A man of color can be white, black, brown, yellow, red, or any other colors I've yet to see, but he still is man nonetheless. Whichever the color, if he follows the Path of Good, he is Good, and if he follows the Path of Evil, he is Evil.

War is pointless! You didn't need me to tell you that. But it comes a time when you have to drill these words into the skulls of those waging the wars, because they just don't seem to get it.

So, for your own enjoyment (or rather my own), I will give you a detailed [and very graphical] analysis of what is war, starting with...

BANG!!!

A gun shot! After the perpetrator pulled the trigger, the bullet goes straight to the target, and as if there was a smile of satisfaction on the bullet like on Super Mario Bros.

But... it isn't a game now... there is a actual victim... agonizing... gasping for air.

The smiling bullet goes straight to the victims' chest, deeply penetrating the skin, then deeper into the muscles, even deeper past the bone, drilling through the bone marrow, and then meeting with the artories...

It is so sudden that the reaction time of the victim is less then the bullet. The bullet breaks the barrier of sound simply to have a one-on-one chat with the victim.

The bullet speaks... the victim listens, yet doesn't speak anymore. He/she is concerned, confused, wondering what will happen next. Time is irrelevant at this point, and space seems to squeeze around him/her. He slowly vanishes from the world of the living... to the world of the dead.

All is lost in a fraction of a second...!

And before this second ends...

BANG!! BANG!! BANG!! BANG!!
TAK-KA-TAK-KA-TAK-KA-TAK!!!
KABLOAW!!

Thousands, if not millions of bullets are flying everywhere, piercing through men, women, and children, decreasing a population only in a few seconds, and all that is rhyming...

That was too easy... just like the killing spree... and it doesn't stop...! Somehow, I feel that it'll never stop.

So I wonder; How can a man who live by the gun call himself a son of God. I do not know the name of God, but the god of those who take away lives for profit is known as the Devil. Only he enjoys to see the suffering of men, women and children.

So when you hear someone say "I do this for my god... I take lives for my god... Sacrifices are to be made in order to live a better life", this person is possess by a great demon, and not by God.

This is the Truth about War, a truth so gruesome that it cannot be told unless you are prepared to hear it.

I was just talking with a friend of mine about her grades for this semester. she was telling that she has a teacher who is so "unfair" with his students that most if not all of the students don't have good grades at the end of the semester. And she [my friend] think that she might end up like the rest of them [the other students].

I told her that there is no need to fear for her grades. If the teacher decides to give her bad grades because she deserve having bad grades (maybe because she didn't study or did not understand the course well), well then so be it. But if the teacher gives her bad grades just because he doesn't like his student [and the rest of the other students], well in this, Karma will hit him without mercy.

But there's no need for my friend to fear for her grades.

What is Fear by the way? It is thought to be an emotion. I say it is a state of mind. And like any other states of mind, it can be change for the best in order for you or any others to live a better life. Therefore, why shouldn't you fear anything, if not everything?

Well first of all, we live in a world of life and death. Both [life and death] are mysteries, yet, death is more of a mystery than life is. The only thing is... we do not really know what death is all about. Since I do not know what death is all about, why should I fear it?

In life, it's the same thing. There are many thing we fear throughout our lifetime, yet we do not really know why we fear them. I know I fear someone uses a weapon against me because I fear death. But if I knew what would come after death, would I be that much afraid? Fear is a strange state of mind, but also an irrational one. The be afraid of a domestic american spider is not the same as fearing an australian wolf-spider, or even a red-back spider. To fear the first one [american spider] is totally pointless. But because we know (well at least I know) that the wolf-spider and the red-back spider have enough venom to incapacite you, amputated you and also kill you, those are enough reasons to avoid them. Now not fearing them doesn't mean that you have to have a fake bravado too. You'd die sooner than later if ever you think like that. No... the best thing to do when you feel something is wrong is to avoid it at all cost, whether it be a weapon, blazing fire, your soon-to-be-elected president, your current president (ok... i'm just playing here).

What I do not know, I do not fear. What I do know and I feel bad about, I avoid before I fear.

To be afraid of something is like living in darkness trying hard to seek for the light. But what if there weren't no light at all... what would you be afraid of? You would have to adapt and live with that fear. Adaptation is what makes you stronger... to be able to change effectively is best. Life is change... everyday, all day. You will never remain in the same position forever unless you wanted to be in that position. And if so... it's on your head.

Learn to live through without fear but with courage [and not fake bravado]. You'll live a better life in this way.

When you were younger, was there a time when you would ask yourself why people are doing the things they do, without even asking the question of why they are doing it?

I've been asking myself a lot of questions lately, mostly about how the world turned out to be and the way it is right now. I was always wondering when it was all going to end. But the truth is that it'll never end unless we choose for it to end. Unfortunately, even though we might want it to end, that is to end the poverty, end the suffering, end the corruption, end the lies and so forth, it'll never happen unless we decide to act now.

When I say act now, I don't mean to shoot someone up just to prove a point... that's straight pathetic. But what I'm saying is to try and find the truth within ourselves and know that we are better than what we are now, that we can improve to become more than what we are now. For every problems there's always a solution. We've created a lot of problems since our creation, therefore if we were able to make problems then it is also possible to have solutions for those problems. And by solutions, I'm not talking about ending the life of your enemies.

Truth be told, you'll have friends... and you'll have enemies. If you are able to resolve conflicts with your friends, how about resolving conflicts with your enemies? What is so hard about trying to befriend your enemies?

I seek for the Truth because I don't understand why we are acting the way we act in this day and age. I see brothers fighting against brothers for no apparent reasons but only to have a share of a planet that was ours in the first place. And by ours, I mean that it belongs to everybody on Earth. But some don't see it this way. What see is an opportunity to make some cash. Yet, what they do not understands is that cash is only a symbol for sharing good with the people because these goods come from the same planet.

Why steal from the people of the same planet? That weak-minded to the core. Why murder your own people? That's sick!!

I seek the truth because of these questions and some others. Because people are acting in wicked ways. Because what they see on TV or movies or musics videos, or listen on the radio influence them big time.

The world say they are hard to hypnotize, yet everyday they act like hypnotized zombies... stupid drones believing that what they have now will keep them alive for life.

Ask yourself the questions of life. Not only of life, but of your life. Ask yourself what is my true purpose in life. Because I believe that every single human being on this Earth was born to be a champion. You forged your way through trillions of spermatozoids to break the egg and become who you are now... it wasn't for nothing. It wasn't so that you could be an assassin or worst the victim of an assassin. You are here to be the destiny of your God. You are the fruit that came from the tree. Your seed should bare the same fruit only if you take care of yourself and others, because you are of others and others are of you.

I'm not perfect! Nobody's perfect. If we were perfect, the world would definitely be a better place. But it ain't, so we live with it.

Yet, we strive to become more and more perfect, but at the end, we fail.

I guess it's because there's no such thing as Perfection.

But there is such a thing as Perfection. It is like Infinity, which we can try and find the equation of but it is impossible to grasp with our limited knowledge... and that's what makes it perfect. The fact that it goes beyond our own understanding of Perfection is what makes it perfect.

You can feel Perfectly Good... like you can feel Perfectly Bad. You can choose either one of them by associating with the right feeling.

I for myself always want to feel Perfectly Good, in order to be Perfectly Good. And what's nice about it, is that there's absolutely no limit to your perfection.

Just... don't abuse of it. You should focus on perfecting who your are by delving deep without your mind and ask yourself what is the right path you should choose in order to feel very good in and out, so that people can see the good in you.

It has been said, for as long as I can remember, that Patience is [without a shred of a doubt] a virtue, and that when you learn to be patient, anything good can happen.

Good things come to those who wait. That is the saying.

But you can't mistake patience with laziness. To be patient is to wait for something to happen after you've set up the thing to happen. To be lazy is... well... to do absolutely nothing. You're just there, like a decoration, doing nothing. That's to be lazy.

When you have a plan in mind and this plan is so well structured, once you have achieved all the points in this plans, it is necessary for you to wait and look for the results. That is, you do step back, just so that you can analyze what you have planned.

Truth be told, Patience is truly a virtue when you know how to use it. I know of some impatient friends who can't wait for something to happen. They need it now... they need it fast.

Take for instance the difference between Son Goku and Vegeta in Dragonball Z. Goku trains a lot, even though he knows he is strong enough to eradicate any being throughout the universe. And even before a huge fight, he trains, taking into account that his opponent might be stronger than he is. He is focused and therefore he is confident enough to do many things. And he is cocky too, because he'll push himself to the limit, but won't show his trump card until a critical point in the fight. Now as opposed to Goku, Vegeta, on the other hand, wants to be strong quickly. So although he might train a lot also, he won't consider the strenght of his opponent. There is confidence, but Vegeta is just too over-confident. The key to Patience is to plan everything in advance in order to know everything about yourself first and your opponent after. If you know that you are strong enoug to take on everybody but you do not know how strong your opponent is, going into a fight [whether mental or physical] would prove fruitless, and you'll come out a loser [or worst, a victim].

But Patience is not only for martial arts. You can be patient in many other fields. Whether you'd be at home, at school or at work, Patience can be a great ally when dealing in stressful situations. Best thing is only to ignore the the situation in itself [not be negligent... but just ignore it].

There are sometimes when you just can't ignore certain situations, and in these cases, your Patience is being tested. Kids for instance, are masters at testing your Patience [especially if they are your kids]. At work also, if you're in a call center and your receive inbound calls, you're bound to stumble upon customer who might easily piss you off in no time. In both situations, you need to calm yourself down, or else, you might do things that are borderline to straight unthinkable. Breathe brother, breathe.

Patience is truly a virtue, and you can train to be even more patient. In this way, you'll become as calm as the water that sleeps peacefully onto a river bed.

What is nice about persuasion is that when you start speaking, it seems as if all the world listens to you... because you are able to portray the image of a professional.

It is also nice to know that each and every words that you've thought of in order to persuade the one you wanted to persuade are all well-thought... 777 times. [777 = practice a lot and you'll bear fruits]

This is only but one strenght that I possess as a unique individual. And you know how unique one can be when he/she is able to focus all of his/her energy to put the audience [reader] into a deep trance and bring them back to either the past through imagery of what they are able to see within the past... or the future by use of vivid creation of imagination.

It is the skill that gets you the girls, not to ask them to open themselves to greater opportunities, but simply to see them give themselves to you just because your words have amplified their [the girls] senses tenfold.

It is like having the feeling of pure electrifying extacy [not the pill you junkie] from your mouth to the mind of the persuadee.

But... it is a double-edged sword, just like the truth, therefore it is a dangerous weapon to possess... because it can be mistaken for manipulation.

To persuade is to benefit both you and the person to tend to persuade.

To manipulate is to benefit only you... And you'll have a lot of enemies.

Persuasion is a form of Truth, because you need to persuade with facts.

Manipulation is more a form of Lie.

When you speak with the intention of persuading someone, you can absolutely feel yourself to be totally relaxed and able to fully concentrate on the right words you are going to use in order to form a well-structured sentence with which you can persuade a person into doing something good in order to benefit you, the persuader, and them, the persuadees.

It is like transfering wanting energy from one individual to another.

It involve many things, namely Tone of voice, Body Language, Use of [the right] Words, and more importantly, the Intention.

But it can never be used for evil.

Truth be told... What goes around comes around, and yes... Karma's a bitch.

Hi everybody! I'm glad to see that there are some people who are interested in knowing exactly what is The Truth, so at least having a poll on the question of The Truth would be somewhat useful.

On the sidebar, you'll find a question that is focused exactly on The Truth, and each month I'll make a summary out of it to know how the average man deals with The Truth.

Enjoy!

Ok! This post has nothing to do with seeking The Truth, but it's good sometimes to know what I'm about to show you.

Are you a fan of Stargate SG-1? In one episode, the one where colonel O'Neil is training new, young and fresh recruits, he [the colonel] receives a radio transmission, and then he started speaking in codes.

For those who don't know these codes, they are known as Phonetic Alphabets, and they're sometimes [if not all the time] used by the military. We used them at work, when old people [or even strangers] don't know how to pronounce each letters in a canadian postal code (a combination of 6 alternating letters and numbers... eg.: H1E6R3).

So I just wanted to share this because it might come in handy, and also, I'll know that it's there for me to remember.

So it goes like this:

A - Alpha
B - Bravo
C - Charlie
D - Delta
E - Echo
F - Foxtrot
G - Golf
H - Hotel
I - India
J - Juliet
K - Kilo
L - Lima
M - Mike
N - November
O - Oscar
P - Papa
Q - Quebec
R- Romeo
S - Sierra
T - Tango
U - Uniform
V - Victor
W - Whisky
X - X-Ray
Y - Yankee
Z - Zulu

And there you have it! Have Fun!!

Not so long ago, I was surfing the net (actually I was on Youtube.com) and I stumbled upon this video of the late Benazir Bhutto explaining to David Frost what happened to Osama Bin Laden.

It came to me as a shock when she said that Bin Laden had been murdered.

Strangely enough, there were still footages of Bin Laden being aired on TV. Now can somebody tell me exactly what's going on? No?! Well then, welcome to the magical world of Television, where all truths are disguised and only what's necessary is good for the common mortals.

I've stopped watching TV for a while now. Nothing good comes out of it. In the morning, when you wake up, there are news about war, poverty, global warming, crazy celebs claiming custody of their children (sorry Britney... that was too easy), and so on. Absolutely nothing good comes out of TV. And yet, the people slowly but steadily bury themselves deep inside their couches with their potato chips held tightly right next to them, and they either laugh at stupid game shows or sitcoms, or cry at an event that occur in a country that is not theirs, just because some puppet soldiers aren't man enough to say to their superiors "Yo... brethren... enough is enough!!". They are patriotic alright.

But the problem is... every single individual owning a television receptor is a slave to the trend... and not to the TV.

TV is worthless if it is without the content that makes TV what it is. And the popularity of the content is what drives the people to [everyday] open it [the TV] and watch it all day all night long until they go to sleep [or die in front of it]. It is [and always has been] your electronic babysitter, since the moment you were born until now, always showing you what your remote control is able to give you.

And so slowly but steadily, as the world forget about books and useful education, it [the world] becomes dumber and dumber by the second.

The cure is easy: Get out for a while, stretch your legs, run outside with your kids or, if you have no kids, with your pet, connect with the people, befriend them, love them because they are all connected to you, whether he/she be from your country or overseas, learn from them as well as they can learn from you, all in utter positivity, or read a book. But forget TV. It [TV] is the brainwasher of the world, and if you haven't noticed it yet, then it's because your brain has been mashed-up with all the bullshit TV has been feeding you since your birth.

Oh Yeah! And by the way... TV is really the instigator of violence. So if you see your child waving an AK-47 or Desert Eagle in front of another child screaming and yelling "I'ma pop ya head off, punk ass"... do know that he learned that from TV first, not from his/her friends.

Don't deny the facts... They are always there... in front of you, everyday and night.

BTW... I shouldn't only point out TV... but also the media in general. Try to guess which ones are hurting us now the most.

Ok! You don't need to be a rocket scientist to know that tobacco is a destroyer of lives, both for the smokers and non-smokers alike. So when I see those advertisements on the cigarette packs where it says "Smoking cigarettes almost everyday of your life will cause you lung cancer", that's straight hypocrite.

Everybody knows what tobacco can do to you. Heck, just the fact that you be inhaling smoke in the first place is just enough to make you realise that it's bad for your system. But there are actually people who believe that smoking cigarettes makes them look "hip", that taking one or two puffs can relieve you of your everyday stress.

Newsflash... the mental stress might be gone for awhile, but the physical stress that you're giving your body will endure for a very long time. And truth be told, researchers have yet to find a cure for cancer, so smokers... smoke a lot if you want to die a quick and painful [yes, my friend... very painful] death.

The bluff that the tobacco companies give, saying that it is your choice to take the pack or not is as deep as the tobacco companies themselves. Tobacco is an addictive product, due mainly to the fact that it contains nicotine [which is the addictive part of tobacco]. So knowing this, tobacco companies make large amounts of money on poor souls who believe that some day, they'll quit, but for now it's ok to smoke.

NO!! IT'S NOT OK!

Doctors are making endless research to find a cure for cancer, and yet, the next best thing to do at least to improve their research would be to simply ban the consumption of the product [tobacco] once and for all.

But no... truth be told... money is too sweet for them. They [the tobacco companies] fatten their bellies while common stupid people continue on buying their product, knowing that someday:

They won't be able to breathe anymore;
They won't be able to speak anymore (damaged vocal cords);
They won't be able to make love to their loved ones (Bad breath... look out! More white-out at your local drug store! Sperm count decreasing... uh oh!!);
They won't be able to eat well (lungs aren't the only parts of the body affected);
Fingers will be as yellow as their piss;

And the list goes on and on and on.

And even now as I write this, some peeps are smoking their lungs out, polluting themselves and the people surrounding them. Good work chummy.

Not only that... you'll find some fools who would deliberately ask you to join them within their smoke cipher, saying that smoking cigarette is A-OK.

NO!! IT'S NOT A-OK!!

You're jus fooling yourself into thinking it's ok, but the fact is that while you are re-writing Roberta Flack's song as you're killing yourself softly with a smoke, tobacco companies keep on getting richer and so keep on advertising in order to subliminally control your puny souls.

Fools that you all are!!

But... at the end... what will it do me? Once I'm out of this corrupted world, will I even remember all this? In any ways... the choice is yours to clean your act, because your act is pathetic.

Truth has been told. It is your choice to act upon it.

It's been said that the first man, Adam, was made in God's image, meaning that he had mostly, if not all of God's attributes. But this as always messed me up because... I truly do not know what is the image of God.

What my eyes see isn't actually what I must get.

When I was born, it could've been decided by the Higher Hierarchy [aka God] that I could've been anything else but a man. Maybe I could've been an animal instead of a man, or maybe simply part of the vegetation (yes... they are alive as well).

What always pissed me off was the powerful arrogance that man could display as a creature of reason. They imagined the Lord God to be exactly the way as they wanted him to be, hence they made images of Him being totally human, without knowing exactly what he looks like.

I, for some odd reason, have never seen Him like this. How could I anyway? Instead, I had portrayed Him as a pure invisible benevolent energy [just like oxygen] that knows no time nor space boundaries whatsoever and Its only connection with us would be purely through our soul.

Let's see it this way, (and in case that I'm repeating myself, sorry); Imagine that God is a vast ocean that penetrates absolutely anything that comes across its path, and that the water that the ocean is composed of is The Breath of God (the one breath that enables us to remain alive), and imagine that you, as a human being, as man the image of God, are like a lifeless cup. If you understand this analogy, you'll understand that what is God is what is within you, and not on the outside. If you take only a drop of that water and pour it down the cup, then there'll be life. Let's face it, by the way, water is life. Take away that life (from the container known as the human body) and it shall return to its source.

Now... all that, I'm just saying. there's no proof about what I'm saying right now because there's now way to measure that truth. That's when the eyes [yours and I] come in handy. When you see all the beautiful things that surrounds you (in the 21st century, not so much is beautiful now by the way... you have to search thoroughly), all that's alive in this world, it is hard to imagine that all this would come out of nowhere. But just like the Universe is there and exist, so does God. And God is the absolute form of you and I.

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13 Moses said to God, "Suppose I go to the Israelites and say to them, 'The God of your fathers has sent me to you,' and they ask me, 'What is his name?' Then what shall I tell them?"

14 God said to Moses, "I am who I am . This is what you are to say to the Israelites: 'I AM has sent me to you.' "

Exodus 3:13-14

Sometimes, I wonder if the life that we are living as of right now is not a test to evaluate our capacity to control our basic primal instincts, because if it actually is a test, then we are failing it big time.

What I mean is that it is not understandable how we, as humans, can be so technologically advanced, with a level of reasoning that is beyond those of mere animals, and yet, we still act like animals.

What pushed a man [or a woman] to be so violent? Is there something hardwired in their mind that is still so present that once it is awaken, it puts them in a blanked-out state of mind and then their control level is just shut down?

For as long as I can remember, every year, we are wishing ourselves Happy New Year, as if to remind us that we want this year or that year to be one of joy, but at the end, there are always people fighting people, mutilating people, killing people, men raping women, men/women abusing children, and the list goes on. And so for as long as I can remember, everybody says they wanna change, yet, they still remain the same.

And that is... without having a weapon reday in hand. So just imagine what the world can do when they do have a weapon ready in hand?

I have a friend of mine who says that this world's level of violence is so intense that now, he need to have a weapon in order to protect himself.

That is pathetic-thinking.

Everybody knows that if you live by the sword, you will die by the sword, and rarely have I seen anyone live by the sword and lived to tell the tale. Mostly because what goes around comes around.

So if what goes around comes around, why not go with joy so that joy comes back around to you? Maybe because what you see all day everyday on tv, radio, movies [hence the media] is basically what you get.

Truth be told, every morning when you wake up to go to work, you first watch TV or listen to the radio in order to get an update on the weather or something like that, and inevitably, you'll hear something like "A young man, armed with an AK-47, rushed into a shopping mall and killed nearly 50 people before turning the weapon against him and shot himself". And when you hear something like this, you just can't help it but to be angry at this murderer, to which at some point you'd wish that you were the one to put an end to all this by putting a bullet in the murderer's head.

That's how much we [the world] have never changed.

Using violence to suppress violence will never be the answer. Instead, what will happen is that there will be even more violence, and so at the end... at some point... there will be no one left to populate this world (or any other worlds for that matter).

This planet is our home. We are all brothers and sisters in this home of ours. If we don't act like it, at the end, this home of ours will be eradicated.

Think about it!

In the course of your lifetime, choices will be made. Some of them will be good, and some of them won't be so good at all. Your life will always be a life of trials and errors. If you do not try, then you won't know if what you did was in fact good or not. But once you've tried, and seen the results, then you'll be able to take the next best course of action.

This is the free will of mankind.

This is by far the most powerful skill a human being can possess; when you can choose exactly what you want and see if what you have chosen is good for you.

The keyword here is really "good". But truth be told... many of us have use our free will to do more harm than good, and so now, the others who haven't tapped into their free will are like slaves with shackled minds.

Why? Because free will is an impressive power... and also a fearsome one.

How does the saying goes again? The decision you make in the present will forge your future... or something like that.

The decisions that were made in the past by those who knew how to use the knowledge of free will were [the decisions] only for their own personal gain... and not to benefit others, like you and I.

If you decide to use free will in goodness in order to benefit others, your life will be much easier.

But you need to make the first step.

By the way, laziness is also a decision you make... and trust me... it will never benefit you. In fact, laziness will bring you closer to an early grave.

Take time to think about it...!

If you believe that you can change the world with only mere words, then you are, without the shred of a doubt, fooling yourself.

You cannot change others if you do not change yourself. That is, of course, change yourself for the better. Throughout your lifetime, you will see things that you know are wrong, and deep within yourself, you will want to change this wrong. But before you can judge others, you must judge yourself and ask yourself if what you, yourself, are doing is right or wrong.

If you decide to change the world without delving deep within yourself, how will you know that what you are doing is right for the other party?

I know myself. Yet at the same time, I do not know who I am in reality. I know I was born of the union of man and woman, but I do not know what drives me.

Is it emotion? Or instinct? Or God? Or even destiny? Whatever it is that makes me who I am, if I do not look within myself to uncover my hidden potentials, I won't be able to help others uncover their hidden potentials.

But sometimes, there are factors that blocks you from uncovering the truth about who you are as a man/woman. Most of these obstacles are stress-related, while others are due to the authoritative power of others who have attained self-control over their own beings, whether for your well-being through advices, or simply to gain control over others.

Your purpose, as well as mine, is not to take control of others, but instead to help them become better people.

I personally know that if I were to let someone do whatever he/she wants and I feel that it is wrong for him/her to do such a thing, I would want to do something in order to put them on the right track, and I would like them to do the same thing for me as well.

But there are others who are too stubborn to change, mostly because their beliefs are based on what they see in the news or on tv or radio or movies... hence, the media.

The media has forged the mind of the people to such an extent that now, nobody does anything without checking with the media first. I want to know if my love life is going to be excellent today, I check out the horoscope. I want to know how the weather is going to be today, I check up on the weather channel.

We've become dependent of the media... but that is only a mere observation. Many other factors can stop you from knowing who you truly are as a human being, and because of that, we're like drones, following only those who have the power to do good, but instead they choose to do bad.

Now is probably the best time for me to wake the fuck up of this dreamworld and become the man I was intended to be, because I believe that I [and many others] have more power than meets the eyes.

For as long as I have lived, I have never witnessed true love. I have, on the other hand, witnessed true lust. I myself was caught up and, if I can prove you wrong, am still caught up in true lust.

I also felt more hatred for this world than anyone else would've. Yet, I abstained myself from beating up people, or killing people, because I've always felt that there was always room for improvement.

I remember when I was younger, my brother and one of his friends dissed our father (for whatever the reason... it was a long time ago, so my memory fails me). Even though I knew that our father was a violent alcoholic man, he was still our father and we, my brother and I, were still his children. And so in an excess of rage, I projected my brother onto a cupboard filled with dishes.

Was this love? Did I love my father that much... a father who used to beat both my mom, my brother and I? Was I this dedicated to protect the name of my father so much that I had to throw my brother like a ragged doll just to make him see my point?

Just now... I do not know anymore.

2007 is gone, and now 2008 is the New Year, and just like every year, the love that supposed to be entering my heart has failed yet again to penetrate the inpenetrable walls of it [my heart]. Maybe it's because I already know that hatred has made its way through it [my heart] first.

And truth be told right now... hatred has penetrated the heart of every man and woman alive. They'd like to believe that they truly feel the warmth of love, but this is only temporary, for man loves to hate.

Ironically, they cannot hate love, because they need love to hate love.

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To get back to the subject of true love versus true lust, I do not believe that I have loved women the way I was supposed to. In fact, I just don't know how to love'em. When you give your heart [metaphorically speaking] to a woman, it's like giving your whole being to her. And if you've done this the very this time and the love is not given back, then you feel as if you have had a huge drain of energy. That is primarily why women do tend to cry when men doesn't give them back the love that was meant for them. Because they've given all their energy to the men, but all the men ever wanted, was to fuck her hard... fuck her good... mentally as well as physically.

And so they become bitter and cold...!

I, as a man, have never had respect for that this kind of behavior towards women. But a man will still be a man, and for as long as one can remember, man always wanted to belong, to be recognized by other men, and if man doesn't do exactly what other men do, well, he'll be considered an outcast.

That is why there are few or a hand full of married men [who truly love their women] in this world... and that you find a majority of them being pimps, controlling their women like they were bitches [restrained... with a leash].

And women, as stupid as they can get, accept being called bitches. They accept being controlled by men, they accept being treated like dirt. And again, as stupid as they can get... some if not all of them say they do this for the love.

Truth be told... this is not love. Men want pussy. They kept on wanting it since the very moment they felt it covering their dicks. Marriage was only a way to keep them... to keep us man in control, because we knew that without this control, there would be exactly what we have now; pimps here... and rapists there.

Number of time my mind almost fell for both, I said "NO... it'll never happen! I will not lower myself to controlling women or even raping them". But the damage had already been done a long time ago.

No love can be given to the women of this Age for they were corrupted by corrupt men. I won't lie, I was a corrupt man, and chances are that I'll remain this way forever. To attone for past sins is probably the first step to freedom of the mind, yet, as much as I can try... it is already to late.

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How can one love a world of hate?

This chapter is going to be very brief.

Life is mysterious in itself. Many have asked the question about what is the purpose of life, and not a single man has found an answer to it. I myself have found no answer to it, but I've always find it true that life was meant to be lived. Therefore, the purpose of life have already been accomplished since the day of your birth, meaning that all that is needed of you... is to live.

But we humans do not see it the same way. Throughout our lives, we become more and more inclined to hurt people instead of helping them live. We build weapons because each and everyday, we live in fear that someone, who lives for the purpose of death, will achieve this goal.

The purpose of life, from my own perspective, is not one of survival, but simply one of living life in truth and goodness.

I fear for the ones who do not open their eyes now. The gates of Hell, if ever Hell truly exists, are open for them.

When one speaks the truth, he/she displays truthfulness. He/she displays goodness and so henceforth, he/she may be labeled as trustworthy.

A strange thing about Truth is that even a wicked-minded person may display these attributes as well, and so if this evil being decides to use Truth for his/her own wicked purpose, he/she is bound to succeed.

A person who tells a lie, when interrogated, will have a hard time trying to come up with more lies because it demands a great amount of energy to create this "false truth" in order to trick the interrogater, while, on the other hand, a person [good or evil], when interrogated, only speaks the truth, he/she may choose whichever answers he/she wants to answer, depending on the level of facts/evidences he/she has.

When you go take a look at my other blog [Onyx God's Personal Blog], you can see the logo of an African-American with two banners resting above and below his head, and so the banners say:

"Speak the Truth... or shut the fuck up"

There's a reason why this logo is there. It is a reminder that when you speak the truth, you are saying something that is above importance... you are saying something that is true. But if you feel like lying, or use Truth as a weapon against others, it is then better for you to not open your mouth at all, because, even though I barely believe the things people say about angels and demons, I believe that there are good and bad energies, and you know you feel good when you speak a good truth, and... depending on the individual, you'll feel more or less good (sometimes bad) when you speak a truth driven by wicked purposes.

When speaking, choose your words wisely, because your word is like a double-edged sword; it can be helpful... and at the same time, hurtful.

6:35 am... I didn't woke up this morning. The alarm clock which was set on my cell phone to ring at exactly 5 am every morning was disabled. By whom? I wouldn't know. But I know for a fact... I wasn't the one who disabled it.

My first thought was that maybe one of the friends I'm used to hang out with may have disabled it by accident... or maybe even on purpose. If it were by accident, then I won't a grudge against the one who would've done this. But if ever it was on purpose, before anything, I would've wanted to know what was the reason that pushed them to disabled it.

Then again, maybe it was I who disabled it by accident and wasn't aware of it. Yet truth be told, I know who I am, and it would impossible for me to not be aware of the fact that I disabled the alarm clock on my cell phone. Why? Because I'm always using my cell phone, but only to take pictures or videos, and most of the time, I'm configuring the calendar on my cell. Out of these three options, none is related to the alarm clock on my cell phone.

This is how mysterious the Truth is. When trying to uncover the Truth about anything or everything, you have to ask yourself questions that are fact-related, meaning that the question must be in concordance with the actual event, sort of like "did I actually disabled the alarm clock on my cell phone".

If it were up to me to say I didn't, then only a part of the truth would be resolved. the other part would be to figure out exactly who did it. Then again, you would have to consider different factors, such as the fact that yesterday night I hanged out with some friends, that I asked one of my friends to call another friend for me using my cell phone, that this friend of mine kept the cell phone with him for a while before giving it back to me. Not only that... we were high on Mary-Jane, so this also could've clouded my judgement. And so the truth of who disabled my alarm clock remains a mystery.

For lack of useful evidence, I only resigned myself and said that the actual Truth of all this is that I was negligent to not check up on my alarm clock before going to sleep. Since it is my cell phone, I'm the one responsible for whatever happens to it. Period. So the truth would be that the only one who's to blame is me, not because I lended my cell phone to my friend in order for him to disable my alarm clock... this truth will remain a mystery, but more because I was negligent to not take a look at my cell phone each and every night in order to make sure that my alarm clock was set to wake me up at exactly 5 o'clock in the morning.

What is in front of you is as true as what is behind you. But since you do not have eyes behind your head, you can either believe it is true... or not. Yet, what is in front of you will be, 95% of the time, true.

When in such a situation, be sure to ask yourself this question:

Was it my fault?

Most of the time... if not all the time... it is your fault. But no one will admit it, therefore, they temper with the truth by saying it is someone else's fault.

Look withtin yourself first, then after you've assessed all the possibilities, then you can check out and see if it wasn't the other party's fault.

I remember a long time ago, when I was 7 years old, I did the unthinkable when I went inside my mom's purse and took $20 so that I could buy myself some Thundercats stickers, of course with the book that came with it.

I completed my sticker collection and so to my surprise, I still had enough money left to do other stuff. With the remainder of the $20, I felt like I was rich, so I shared my money with my cousin and some so-called friends. But during the evening, when I had thought that everything was ok, I never would've imagined that I would be so far away from the truth (literally).

My mom was reaching inside her purse, and she had this look, the kind of look that says that there's something wrong, kind of like a perplexed look. At that time, my dad and brother weren't home yet, so she asked me the question that, for some odd reason, I was dreading.

- Johnny (because that how she's used to call me)?! Did you went into my purse? she said...

And that's when I knew I was cornered. Still, cocky like I was back then, I told her that "Nah! I didn't go inside your purse... why? What's wrong?", and so the Spiral of Lies was unveiled, and I told her that maybe she had lost it [the money] and she'd find it sooner or later. But nothing could've prepared me for what would come up next.

Remeber I told you that I gave some of the money to my cousin and some other friends? Well, my aunt was having a discussion with my cousin about the fact that he had some money in his hand, but he wouldn't tell who gave it to him. Of course, with a little persuasion (in the Haitian lingo, this is called "Baton", also known as an Ass-Whooping), my cousin complied and told my aunt exactly who gave the dough. Needless to say, this went to the ears of my mom, and so I too, received the so-called "Baton", but with twice the impact, first because I stole money from my mom's purse, and second, which was the most aggravating, because I lied to her.

Remember what I told you in Chapter 1, about truth and trust? When someone speaks the truth, the trust level rises up like the mercury in a thermometer during the heat waves in summertime. When you lie, on the other hand, a cold and grim feeling courses from the top of your head down to the nether regions of your spine.

Now that I have learned my lesson [the hard way], there's only one thing that everybody should know about speaking the truth:

Truth is not only spoken verbally, but also through actions. Every actions that you have thought of beforehand are nothing compared to the actions that simply are, meaning the ones that are from the subconcious part of the mind. These are true. You can tell all the lies you want to tell, at the end, the truth will most definitaly re-surface. So it is always better to speak the truth now, lest you want to suffer the consequences.

There are some questions in our lives that are, ironically, truly hard to answer. You may have found yourself wondering who is God, what is Love, and even what is Truth. Many a definition may be given about these [questions], but not a single one [definition] throughout the whole planet is actually true. They are just assumptions, therefore, no one knows what are the answers for these questions.

Like most, if not all human beings living on Earth, I am tempted to give you a definition to my favorite, and troublesome question, "What is The Truth". Then again, my definition would still remain an assumption of what I know about the Truth. At the end, the question still won't be answered.

Strangely enough, we [humans] were educated on the fact that there is a Supreme Being, known as God (or some other name depending on the religion), whom has all the answers of the Unknown Universe. Since He knows all, he must also know the answer to my question, but the only problem is... absolutely NO ONE has ever seen God.

They just know there is one though. Where? Nobody knows.

Some say He lives in Heaven, but no one has a clue of what Heaven is or even where it is located. Some say it's in the clouds, others say it's in their head... STILL, no one knows what it looks like or where they could find it. It is the Mystery of mysteries.

The Truth is also part of this category of mysteries. It eludes us all. Everybody has the capability to speak the truth [in their own way], yet nobody seems to know what the Truth is.

For my part, I just say it [Truth] just IS. Like Love, Truth is merely a word to define a feeling of comfortable warmth within one and other when someone has spoken an impacting word, or a word that touches your heart.

And you can know if someone speaks the truth or not. The human body is like a lie detector where every movements of the eyes, the mouth, the heart rate, the skin pigmentation, the sweat and so on can tell you exactly if somebody is telling you the truth or a bold straight-to-your-face lie. These are only the visible physical parts of how to know the truth out of someone. But it's what's within that gives a lot of information. You feel your interiors getting warmer all of a sudden, and then you get a sudden chill, as if you've been hit by an elongated spear-like iceberg. You say to yourself that there is something wrong with what the other person is saying. You don't feel as if it's true.

And when you ask the person if what he or she is saying is true, at this precise moment, confusion arises, not for the person speaking this truth, but for the person listening to it. The person speaking his or her truth will stand by his or her truth, even though this truth might be a lie. And so because of this, there is no peace of mind, there are always wars that are being waged... because one cannot accept the word of the other.

I read somewhere that things are the same in nature, but different in degrees. I believe that the Truth is also like this.

One can say he/she speaks the truth. In nature, you would have to accept the fact that this person is telling you the truth, but the degree of truth is something else. One can tell a lie, yet a lie is only a fabricated truth, a truth to suit your needs. It is a truth indeed, but not a pure, verified and factual Truth.

Hence, you would have to see it, hear it, feel it to believe it.

So... what is the truth? The better question to ask ourselves would be what truth is not.

Truth is not a word that can be defined by any type of dictionaries or lexicons or whatever. It is however more like a feeling, or a state of mind in which we enter when we trust the words of a person.

That is, by far, the only definition I can come up with. Other than that, I wouldn't know what Truth is at all. And if someone tells you he knows the Truth, well either his name is Jesus, or he is a pretty good liar.

Four years ago, in the year 2003, while watching the movie The Matrix: Revolution, I was finding myself drifting deeply into a philosophical trance after one of the characters in the movie, an Indian guy with sleek hair named Rama-Kandra, was explaining to Neo what Love was all about. He went on with something like this:

Neo: I just have never...
Rama-Kandra: ...heard a program speak of love?
Neo: It's a... human emotion.
Rama-Kandra: No, it is a word. What matters is the connection the word implies. I see that you are in love. Can you tell me what you would give to hold on to that connection?
Neo: Anything.
Rama-Kandra: Then perhaps the reason you're here is not so different from the reason I'm here.

After listening to these words, my mind's eye, also known as The Third Eye or God's Eye, was suddenly opening itself. I started to understand what the world we're are all living in was all about. But unfortunately, this was a truth that could not be spoken with mere words... it had to be shown. Yet, how was I to go about and show the world what is this truth if not in words.

And then... I kept on watching the movie, because I didn't want to miss a minute out of it. Still, in the back of my mind, there was always this question that was bugging me:

What is the Truth?

Isn't this question the same as "What is love"? And would the answer be the same as the one Rama-Kandra gave to Neo? I wondered.

And so it was at this precise moment that my quest for the truth began.